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[trilliumgrl]

I've done it 3 times now. I keep reaching to turn on my CD player, expecting it to be in its proper space. Instead there is just a large space in my bookcase that I spent almost 2 weeks creating, in order to have my CD player in my room. God I feel stupid.

I keep trying to find meaning in this. I know I probably shouldn't and that whatever meaning (or lack thereof) there is to this matter will come out in the fullness of time, but I can't stop trying for all that.

BTW: Happy New Year (esp. to Marci)